The images above tell a story about how this Magdalenian thought matrix is constructed ... such very deep mystery and intrigue ... as I said before, I loved Audrey very much ... and still love the memories of our time together ... therefore, I am purposely mitigating the negative impact to her extraordinary legacy by telling the sordid details of our most unusual relationship in the manner that I am doing so per Magdalene's orders ... the author Mary Hamer's work - Incest: A New Perspective - is right on in it's assessment that using tropes helps the readers to understand that incest can be looked at in different ways ... that not all incest is between relatives but can also be between child and adult who are unrelated ... in my case, Audrey was old enough to be my mother ... she was part of the Magdalenian community of mothers ... she was sold on Sabina Spielrein's forbidden work of developing young children sexually ... that the Magdalenian priestesses were on to something quite extraordinary given Carl Jung's and Sigmund Freud's heavy influence in helping Sabina to develop her theories ... Audrey was very impressed ... very moved ... by Sabina's extraordinary recovery from years of sexual abuse at the hands of her father ... especially the manner in which Sabina expressed her theories of a destructive as well as a constructive force being associated with every word, phrase, and idea ... the dual nature of good and evil prevalent through out the cosmos ... that for every truth the opposite is equally true ... and that evil is but the ignorance of humanity's understanding of God's intent in all of creation ... Audrey bought deeply into this most sacred sisterhood ... she believed that they signalled the rise of women worldwide ... and that educating women around the world would help to stem the tide of poverty in poor countries, eventually improving conditions in such countries so that all children born into such countries can realize a life of living well and being happy ... in Audrey's eyes, a male dominated world is out of balance with its female counterpart ... and she saw in these women of Magdalene --- > warrior priestesses who had answers to very deep questions about life ... especially since they have the Monolith ... and developing very unusual technology from it ... these avatar babies fascinated her to no end ... all of this spoke volumes to Audrey's sexual proclivities --- > her need for great sex ... powerful orgasms ... she loved to cum her ass off ... and baby, you know that's right! ... she had her problems with the men in her life ... but, not the young lover, Abe ... these men became fronts to the powerful dark secret she hid from family, friends, and the rest of the world ... she wore the mask very well ... except for those of us in the know ... her eyes told of the sadness she felt at times by not being able to merge the two worlds she lived in ... and quiet is kept, it also fed into her need to smoke ... despite repeated efforts by me and others to get her to quit ... I firmly believe that her bad habit of smoking led to her early death ... heavily contributing to the development of cancer that took her life ... the nicotine heavily abused her arteries ... Magdalenian doctors warned her early and often ... as early as the 1950's ... Audrey should still be alive today (as of this writing August 23, 2013) ... she would be 84 years young ... there are Magdalenian priestess who today are 84 years old and look like they are in their late 40's ... Audrey considered Sabina's clandestine work the single most powerful work ever done that liberates the female orgasm ... she wanted badly for all women of the world to share in this knowledge but understood that Magdalene was using a timeline per information from the Monolith ...
In the above images there is an 11 year old African American boy who I am using as a model of what I looked like at 10 years of age in 1968 ... of the models I viewed online from stock photos, he is closest in resemblance to me for that time period ... I was 5'10 with curly black hair, smooth skin, a medium slim build, infectious smile, and happy go lucky --- > being in the abode of such beautiful and immensely talented women ...
Of course there are photos of me during that time period ... but, Magdalene has forbade me to use them until I reach the public domain ... meaning giving interviews on the radio and tv etc ... there are also pictures and videos of Audrey and I together as well as letters between us ... Magdalene will release some of them when I reach the public domain ... there are things regarding our relationship that I have been instructed not to include in this thought matrix per Magdalene's orders --- > for example, Audrey's frequent use of "nigger" in and out of Magdalene's love theater ... it was quite a sexual tool for her ... as her orgasm was based on power and control ... she must be in control ... although a couple of times she tried the submissive role with me ... it was not as effective for her ... so we returned to her role of dominance ... Magdalene's rationale for holding back on this information is to avoid as much as possible misunderstandings about what went on between Audrey and I ... they want the general public to have a chance to observe me ... how I express myself ... my body language ... but, most importantly, to manage Magdalene intelligence --- > what this means is that the less information I give before reaching the public domain, the more it helps the United States intelligence community put the pieces together because reaching the public domain will allow others to step forward with information that corroborate my story ... less there be any confusion about the previous sentence, let us be clear --- > too much information too soon may cause you the reader as well as U.S. intelligence to arrive at the wrong conclusions and therefore build wrong ideas or a series of wrong ideas about us ...
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